1. hindi akouwi kasi nasa bahay si ate

    and there she is,  eager to lay her abusive hands on me.

    but, it is not her hands that i fear, it’s her eyes. and what i would see the moment i look into them.

    it is not the pain, but the shame. i know that she knew. it. me. the truth

    this anger, this fear. the ghost that i keep.

    hit the ground. run!

    but there’s no escaping

    the things that dwell within.

     

    random nonsense